Today's my 5 year deviant art anniversary. Woooo


I've been pretty inactive this year. Freshman year... Yeah. Enough said.

I haven't been taking pictures lately. :\ That'll change once I start travelling again. I do so on the 12th. Excitin'!

Hopefully I'll post again. I'll have a good bit of stuff by mid August, cuz of camp + the beach, soooo yes :3

1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!


1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
Cookie. Some call me Cou.

2. Interesting... what's your current age?
Fifteen.

3. Uh huh. What's your favorite food?
Cookies. I'm a cannibal.

4. And your favorite drink?
Madeira.

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
Go kill yourself.

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
Nou.

7. Classic question! What's your favorite colour?
Blue.

8. Who's your favorite author?
*fangirl squeal* STEPHANIE MEYER!!1!!1!!ELEVEN!!!1 No. Charles Dickens.

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
Rejection. Water. Knives cutting through skin.

10. *stifles a giggle* I'm not laughing *bursts out laughing* Sorry. Any siblings?
Unfortunately.

11. Almost, it's only twenty questions. Who's your hero?
Don't have one. People are disgusting.

12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?
I could name a few.

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
That's a lot of people.

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?
We'd kill eachother.

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
I won't grow up! >;3

16. What's your worst nightmare?
Reliving stuff.

17. What's your lifelong dream?
Hang 'em high.

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
Follow right after them.

19. Ok, where's your favorite place to relax?
Under your bed.

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
Clawing your face.

21. We're done! Now tag whoever you want. DO IT!
Comet.

is how long it's been since I've posted here

dA appears to have tons of new junk. I feel like an old person; lost in the middle of their new-fangled crap. -.-;;

Well. My photography seems to have been shot in the foot. I haven't really taken ANY photos lately, now that I think about it. I didn't get a single spring picture. I was too busy freaking out at life to stop and snap at the flowers... *sigh* High school sucks like a starving child does on a popsicle. ><

Maybe I'll be able to snap some pictures over the course of my travels this summer. Camp pictures of course, but I'm going a few other, more interesting, places too.

I don't write anymore. Period. Writing makes me think. Thinking makes me miserable, I've noticed. I try not to do so anymore. Because of this, I'm failing school, and I desire a transfer, despite the fact that Comet would shoot me in the face. As much as I love you, St. Mary's is not my place, and I will do whatever it takes to escape from the wretched place.

I'm drawing something for Comet because she's cramazing (And that means "crazily amazing". I'm just too lazy to write it out. Kinda like with "presh".)

I don't have as much time on my hands as I used to. It's scaring me. I like it not.

I'm not creative enough for this website anymore. Whatever.

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. How have I affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

14. Physically, what stands out?

15. Emotionally, what stands out?

16. Do you wish I was cooler?

17. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

18. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

19. Am I lovable?

20. How long have you known me?

21. Describe me in one word.

22. What was your first impression?

23. Do you still think that way about me now?

24. What do you think my weakness is?

25. Do you think I'll get married?

26. What makes me happy?

27. What makes me sad?

28. What reminds you of me?

29. If you could give me anything what would it be?

30. How well do you know me?

31. When's the last time you saw me?

32. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

33. Do you think I could kill someone?

34. Do you think I would kill someone?

35. Are you going to put this on your deviant journal and see what I say about you?

just a pleasant interruption to the past. You don't want to look much closer because you're afraid to find out that all the hope that you sent into the sky by now had


Crashed.


And it did.

Because of me.


A cheery way to start off a new year, eh? Can't really do anything about it

and that's something I hate saying.

All of my problems are based on the way I handle them. I've realized that's why I'm always depressed, why I'm always bitchy, why I'm so lost.

I need to learn to deal.

I'm being too sensitive; I'm taking everything too hard. I'll be too happy. Everything will seem too good. When it's all over, I torture myself... literally or figuratively.


It's my own fault; it all is.